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New - feeling alone
This is my first post. My mother, who is in her early 80s, has been showing signs of dementia (confusion, confabulation) for about a year. She did have an initial consultation with a physician a few months ago, but cannot get the recommended follow-up testing for a few more months. She is still herself, but less so, and she withdraws more each day. She is my best friend, and I am terrified for her.
My father is not coping. He is angry and impatient with my mother. And while he recognizes that we all need help, he won't actually *do* anything. When we first started noticing issues, he said he was going to figure out how to get my mom a medical evaluation. Months passed, and he didn't do anything, so I finally broached the subject with her (which was gut-wrenching and awful) and got her to that first appointment. He was livid and lit into me. Now, while he recognizes that he needs to help with or take over some of the tasks my mother has always handled (notably, the finances) he won't take any action without "thinking about it more." He has promised to seek guidance from a social worker, but hasn't actually done it. I'm not sure I could do anything to help, and in any event, I would be afraid to, given how horribly he reacted to my setting up the doctor's appointment. You can probably tell that there is a longstanding dysfunctional dynamic at play.
My siblings are sad, concerned, and detached.
Shockingly, none of my mother's friends have commented on her condition, until recently. A longtime friend asked my father if mom was
ok, as she seemed not herself. My father said everything is fine. I understand why he did that - my mother is extremely private and would absolutely *hate* the idea of people knowing about this. At the same time, it should be obvious to anyone who knows her that something is not right, so I'm not sure there's much point in denying it. Plus, we all need all the support we can get. I'm curious how others have navigated this situation.
That's a lot of words just to say that this experience is terribly difficult and isolating for everyone involved. I'm glad this message board exists, and I'm looking forward to learning from all of you. Thanks for listening.
I am still very new to this whole thing too, but relate to so much of what you said. Dysfunctional family dynamics, moms denial, friends’ denial. One thing I can reassure you of: even the most unhelpful/definitive doctor visit is a step in the right direction. For my family the appointment with the neurologist, though my mom “passed” all the tests, was the first step in getting help. So I’m so glad you at least made that appointment.
Others will know more but for me there had to be a few jarring incidents for my mother to acknowledge any need for help.
So what we did (me and one other sister in law who is very involved) is start to slowly prepare. To make the hard suggestions, like you are doing. Having someone help with finances. Looking into care. I began reading everything on the Alzheimer’s association website. I am sort of obsessed with the hotline because I called twice and the level of information and help I actually received was shockingly great.
What I can tell you is there is a lot of help available. And you are 100% right to start now. Hope things get better and you get lots of good advice here.
Hi Sollicita - welcome to 'here' but sorry for the reason.
It sounds like your dad is just overwhelmed thinking that his life with DW will never be what it used to be. Maybe not quite denial, but obviously not wanting this to happen. That is understandable. This is a drastic change for all. Is there a trusted party to him that could speak to him about these changes to his life? A clergy or a doctor? I'm glad you and siblings are seeing that some things need to happen, even if dad is not stepping up.
Who has DPOA for your folks, and HIPAA accesses? That is very important. Is your dad showing any signs of cognizant decline as well?
You can also check 'solutions' tab above, check out the 'Archives' for many subjects that may be relevant, and also, the alz association has a helpline number - 1-800-272-3900 with no fee. Just ask to speak to a care consultant. They may have some ideas for you, maybe even to get dad on-board with helping, not hindering, and maybe help him 'face' this instead of just not wanting to...
Hello I am a newbie too.
I am so happy to have found this site. I have an 81 year old mother who has dementia with confusion and confabulation and she moved in with my husband and I almost 2 months ago. I am an only child so I am the only person she has to help her now. We are going thru the process of obtaining resources that available to help her along with having PT therapists and Speech Language therapists.
This journey came on quickly and all the information is confusing. We had to move her from her home which is 3 hours away from where we live. She isn't able to be on her own anymore but also doesn't like living where we live. She isn't a happy or kind person and we have never been close. Sadly, I think my feelings towards my mom may not be as compassionate as many other caregivers feelings are towards their loving mom. I know this is a terrible thing to say but it is the truth. (sorry to offend)
There is so much more that I could include in this post, but I already feel better having people to reach out to about her condition, because none of my friends or distance relatives can relate to dealing with it.
Thank you all for being here. I look forward to reading thru all of the posts.
To GlassyGal, Kiki Fikar, elliotlh, Stirlsmom - welcome to 'here', but sorry for the reason.
I know that I've learned a lot from these boards, and the 'solutions' tab above, and specific search in 'Archive'. I so appreciate so much of the wisdom and advice from so many of these folks that have been there/done that/going through it now... I know I don't feel as alone.