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I Have Alzheimer’s or Another Dementia
How did you handle the diagnosis?
This is my first post on this forum. I'm usually on the spouse/partner caregiver forum.
My wife, a retired RN, has had the tests, and we have a meeting with the neurologist coming up within the next two weeks. We have a good relationship with him, and I'm struggling with whether or not I should get the diagnosis (if he has one) without her knowing because I'm not sure how she will handle it. The needed papers have been signed to allow this. So that brings me to this question - If you have been diagnosed, what emotions did you experience, and how long did they last before you became accepting to the point where you could focus more on what you could do to improve your life, instead of having those emotions consume your every minute? I know there are pros and cons for her knowing the diagnosis. Any suggestions will be appreciated.
I wish you all the best on this difficult road to be on.
I'm all for telling. If she is in Early Stage and knows something is wrong, many of us found the actual words a relief. yes, I'm not crazy. There is something wrong with mew. After the diagnosis, when I'd forget or goof, I merely shrugged and thought, that's the AD.
Some folks have what is called Anosognosia, the inability to recognize there is a problem. others will refuse to hear the A word. In those cases, you deal with it. some folks might acdept: you have a slight memory problem.
Thank you, Mimi. I was leaning toward asking for the diagnosis in front of her at the next appointment. I guess I'm expecting a diagnosis of MCI, but I know she has a deficiency in 2 "B" vitamins. Maybe we'll get lucky.
I've read many of your posts, and I want to say thank you for those. Every one seemed to be helping someone.
I'm still being consumed every minute..diagnosed last Friday with FTD.
And I knew there was more wrong with me than "anxiety" as Drs have been claiming for years.
NOW I have anxiety...LOL.
I will pass thru this quickly and on to acceptance cause i have AA and the gym...we have tools that my parents didn't have.
And I will use them.
Missy, I am so sorry. Did you get a copy of the pet scan? I can't help but wonder if you should get a second opinion, just in case.
I thought pets were only efficient in diagnosing Alz...
Hi Dolor, Why do you think a second opinion is in order? if the diagnosis were given by an organization such as a large Medical Center or Hospital and covered all the important items coverd by Doraiswamy and Gwyther, I would have confidence. It's usually several days of appoijtments; to me repeating would not be fun. I'm not sure an insurance co would pay.
Pet scans when positive show the progression of the disease (too well.)
Part of the reason admittedly is that I don't understand what the pet scan shows. I was under the impression, apparently mistaken, that they were only useful in diagnosing Alz, not the other dementia diseases. Unfortunately I don't remember where I got this idea. But the use of the pet scans for diagnoses is new, correct? Meaning we no longer have to rely on autopsy?
Which is the other part of the reason--if the technique is new, I would be uneasy not having a second (or more) doctor evaluate. I have a profound lack of trust in doctors, not made better by the ineffective and disorganized treatment my mom received. My brother is a hospice and LTC doctor; talking to him I learn how...difficult...precision is.
Hi dolor..this was my second opinion.
4 years ago I started having testing because i left lucrative employment due to them mentioning my behaviors and my forgetfulness..
I got sick of them thinking I was just being careless and/or spiteful and decided to go out on leave after 19 years..and testing began because I wanted to prove to them that I could NOT help it and I knew that something was wrong with me....
My first Neurologist was looking for MS because my sister has MS.
My CT Scan came back "abnormal" but not typical of MS.
Then my MRI came back as "abnormal" but again not typical of MS.
The original Neurologist I had said they really don't know enough about the brain in combination with my abnormal scans to determine IF the patterns my brain were showing on the CT and MRI could be the reasons for the memory and behavior changes.
I was pissed....so when I took my Dad to this Neurologist for his dementia...
I asked her if she would take a look at my scans and give me a second opinion.
I went back to her about a month ago because I was having more troublesome symptoms....and she ordered the PET Scan.
She called me last Friday and told me that I was "correct" and that she did the PET Scan to see how my brain was functioning (metabolically)...She said my brain was not functioning metabolically as would be expected for my age...and that she saw in my brain the reason why I am struggling in the areas I am struggling in and here is the excerpt she wrote in my letter.
"We obtained a PE scan of her brain (metabolic evaluation) and this demonstrated decreased metabolism in a pattern most suggestive of an early fronto-temporal type dementia".
This letter is for me to take to all the Naysayers that tell me that my memory problems are DUE TO ANXIETY ONLY. Every single Dr or therapist I have had in the last 4 years has chalked all of my symptoms up to anxiety and I am on disability for "severe anxiety" because of all these drs..lol.
Wow Missy what a tornado of emotions that has been!
I know that feeling of validation of getting a diagnosis that will shut people up. American employers are sharks--and sometimes families aren't much better.
You must be exhausted.
Your dad has a diagnosis of LBD, correct? I have been reading about "back to back generational FTD"--to add to the giant jigsaw puzzle from hell, there appear to be several types.
I'm so sorry you are going through this.
There is a sort of brain cancer but I think I found out really early...so I have plenty to do
Ed I was caught up in my stuff...and after diagnosis which was over a week ago...I am finally accepting that there is a different life coming my way.
I think that keeping a positive attitude..taking walks....reading...taking brain tests...on line.
I think she has the right to know..so hopefully you will hear the diagnosis together...and then when it is said...you can then support her in how she will be the best she can be...
I would say an absolute wrong thing to do would be to say stuff like "alot of people have this diagnosis"....You are young..you will beat it.
I think she needs validation first...like "Wow" I'm sorry honey this is the diagnosis...
What can we do to take your mind off this and let you absorb it? A massage at the local spa? A pedicure...a nail job? Dinner?
Anything but focus on it ...until she wants to focus on it.