But the fear is starting to set in as I start to lose the meaning of words and the fear of getting locked up because of not being understood on what I may say or say the wrong thing without knowing the meaning of what I say.  As you all know it once happened already with the government and I was able to speak up for myself. That is getting harder to do and people like AA thru me under the bus so why would not every one else. An i was popular then and had friends at the highest levels.  It is starting to get a bit scary.

Thanks for asking but I am unsure I even know the answer to that. I will just need to keep going down this winding road and hope I don’t head any walls.