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Shadowing... does it end or abate at some point?
This isn't a very thankful message, but here goes nothing - it is driving me bonkers having him all up in my business every waking moment, wanting to know what I'm doing, and can he help me? (No, he can't even figure out how to eat ice cream, so how is he going to help me finish my proposal for work?) Short of medicating him into a catatonic state, is there any way to reduce this clinginess? Would anti-anxiety medication help him chill out and give me some space? I think I understand why he is doing it, but when I go to the bathroom to brush my teeth and I hear him breathing right outside the door, it's hard to keep it in perspective.
Does this behavior sometimes calm down as the disease progresses?
Happy Thanksgiving, folks!
He takes a very small dose of Seroquel, and I might ask his doctor if increasing the dose could help with the shadowing or if we might add an SSRI. I struggle with knowing if taking measures like that is for his sake or something I'm doing selfishly. I know my mental health is important too and all that, but I don't want to try to medicate away an issue unless it is truly for his comfort and benefit. As annoying as the shadowing can be, I also fear the day when it stops because he is bedbound or so withdrawn that he is just not connecting anymore.
He's napping Thanksgiving Day away. I might need to do that too! We're having an easy dinner. Many holiday traditions have been jettisoned, and we're giving ourselves a pass this year. It's kind of nice. Enjoy your Thanksgiving, whatever is planned.
I had never heard of this before, let alone associated it with dementia, but my dad's got it in spades. I'm guessing he's about at a stage 5 mixed VD and AD, with severe impact to receptive and expressive language ability, memory (both short-term and long-term), and executive function. He's also somewhat unsteady on his feet. He's been living with me for 2 years, with erratically progressive loss of function the whole time. I attribute the clinginess to a combination of a decrease in object permanence (when I'm out of sight, he can't remember where I am, or even that I am there at all, and doesn't know if or when I will return) and a recognition of increased dependence (if he doesn't know where I am, he doesn't know that I can help him when he gets confused or doesn't know what to do or can't do something that he wants to do or when he gets hungry).
It was freaky the first time I noticed him doing this, which was about 4-5 days after his second Covid-19 shot. He was silently shuffling through the house all day, lurking just out of sight behind me outside the door to my computer room and watching me. And as you mention, I could hear him breathing. It felt like I was living in a haunted house.
I anticipate than as his disease progresses, he will eventually lose the awareness of his dependence on me, and the clinginess will abate.
In the meanwhile, I keep reminding him not to hide from me, but to say hello when he comes to the door to my computer room, and he is welcome to come in and sit down if he wants. And I try to engage him more when he does it, but honestly, when I'm on the computer I'm not usually able to pay attention to him at the same time. Sometimes it does seem to be driven by anxiety, because he will come into the room and then fidget, flick his fingernails, and sigh. Which only gets me irritated.